Hang Out Forever, Still Miss The Dance

I woke up today feeling.. just very unhappy. Very down. The weather's not exactly sunshiney outside, but I don't think that has anything to do with it. I was just feeling bad last night when I finally fell asleep. About not being able to find a job, about wondering if my weight was a factor in that. I don't know.

Nessa and I stayed up till like 6:30 this morning talking. Mostly about the RP we're in. About how I'll bring in my Dark Jedi and all. We've got a pretty cool plan all thought out, I think.
So I finally get to bed, but I just can't sleep. I'm just thinking about all kinds of things, mostly worrying about getting a job. Or about my inability to get one, that is. I don't know what more I can do. I hope I do well tomorrow on this test, or at least well enough to get the fuckin job.

But finally I got up and did some house work. Then finally sat down and had some lunch (Spaghetti-O's and meatballs right out of the can FTW) and watched some Star Trek.

It's raining here now. Kind of reflects how I'm feeling right about now. But like the song said, it can't rain all the time..